Weww, I hope to blog happier stuff or at least my daily normal life without any trouble. But, I don’t think I can do it now…

Everything just turn its back to me again, they refuse to follow my instruction.

Every plan I have made just screwed again, I have no idea how I can get out of it.

The more I think about it, I feel like killing those people that makes everything turned to this entanglement, or even myself so that I will have sin on myself.

Can’t I be more egoistic?

Can’t I be more rebellious?

Can’t I be more realistic?

Can't I cry out loud?