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Hey guys, sorry for this title post but it is true for me..

I remembered, yesterday I watched Connie Calbot’s performance in youtube, a little girl who sing incredible great and become famous just in one performance in Britain’s Got Talent show. I kept thinking she is really born with such a great talent and such an adorable attitude. What else does she need?

Then today, after exhausted thinking about the room appeals, which results in nothing. I got to watch this video coz I was wondering whether Connie Calbot’s win the competition. Hence, she didn’t but he did, Paul Potts. U must watch this! So shocking and unbelievably stunning voice he has… 😀 This cheers me up a little, great 🙂 It is the story behind this man.

He really gives me goosebumps throughout the videos… :’)


I’ve gotta be strong n fight again


I feel so dizzy since this morning when I woke up.

Arghhhhh…… I may possibly don’t get room to stay next year in NTU. What should I do now?? So stressed, not only my head is dizzy, the whole things happen just too much to handle. Intensive choir practices, will be living Singapore for competition on Monday midnight. One week competition will be a lot more stressed than this. Moreover, I haven’t secured my room. Oh shit, still need to prepare for my tuition kid, I really needs a lot of gut to teach him. How can I take him from the FAIL position? 😦

Many things to do and think about:

1. Film script, photo board :((((

2. Packing everything to Olomouc

3. Settle my tuition kid for this week

4. Choir practices

5. Begging Fighting for a room to stay

6. Part time

Argh these are just simply mad!!! My head gonna explode soon with this migraine.

=.= when will this over? after these whole things, there you go.. Special term 2… :(((((

rhyn~ wanna bang my head to the hardest wall!

” All things happen for reasons”, this quote has been my guide since I read it from someone’s blog. And I promise myself to believe on it whenever I face troubles.

Today is a long day for me since I was working part-time and need to stand for whole day. After this long day, I returned to my hall and checked my email. As expected, there was no reply from them. However I wish that miracle may come and save me again, I see no hope. For that, I keep convincing myself that everything must be happen for reasons and what I need to do now is to learn from “reasons”. When those reasons will show up and I can learn from them?

In the end, I found myself blaming my own self for what have not been done because of my own decision. I had not tried hard enough probably or I was not dare enough to try my best. Even today, I still see myself have not done the best. I wonder whether these are all lessons for me to learn that wait not for the reasons to pop up. Instead, I should go out there and find and fight for my reasons.

Now, I can’t see clearly my way, there are too many things obstruct the way and those have made me wondering in the same place without moving forward to my destination…

rhyn~ とても つかれました。。


Meaning of Life~

There are so many meaning of someone's life. Those meanings though are hard to understand and detected, people still searching for the meanings. I know that my life will only meaningful, when I realized the meaning of my life. Until then, I am still a wanderer in this one and only life. I won't feel sad even I still blur and have no clue about what my life will be. "All things happen for reason(s)" will be in my dictionary forever. And because of reason(s) that I will still live on and smile. :)

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