I feel so stupid,

I sacrifice a lot of my time in this, yet everything screwed up!

I am asked to sacrifice more with uncertain result…

What the hell is going on actually? Am I supposed to stop here and don’t think about joining anymore? Or I should sacrifice till the end even there is still vague whether there will be fruitful results? Even only for application! Darn, I really fed up with this! I feel like tearing this thing in pieces!!!

This drives me crazy! crazy like hell!!! :@

Is there any sincerity left in this world????

well, everyone is SO HELPFUL huh? arghhh!