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Currenly, I felt as if I was going through all these hard times, kept hauting me everytime I felt a “relieve”.

Last week I lost it,

These few weeks, I kept losing something treasures…

I know they will disappear one day, just that I don’t expect it to be that fast…


I hope these are to make me crawl and climb up with more courage and determination. Not to fail but to succeed.

I bet it’s the plan, I bet it’s the lesson for me to learn from…

There’s always positive side of it though sometimes I couldn’t see it. Thanks to my friend who help me to see it. It helps. It does…

I will learn from all these and I really hope that as time goes by, I will see myself recover and become stronger. I won’t cry about this small thing when those people who have more burdens don’t even complain and go on with their lives.

I felt sorry to myself, I will learn I promise. These are just ways of testing my patience, my strength and my believe on what I believe. I know I can handle these.

Don’t want to hear them say
“You’re no good at this”

Losing myself
Gaining it back again
Forging strength from weakness

We are fall to fly…

Inspiring songs, Corrine May



Meaning of Life~

There are so many meaning of someone's life. Those meanings though are hard to understand and detected, people still searching for the meanings. I know that my life will only meaningful, when I realized the meaning of my life. Until then, I am still a wanderer in this one and only life. I won't feel sad even I still blur and have no clue about what my life will be. "All things happen for reason(s)" will be in my dictionary forever. And because of reason(s) that I will still live on and smile. :)

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