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If you take one time break and sort down your wish list, I bet it will be a long one. I have never tried it before, but I know I will have such a long list of wishes. However, most of them may just come-and-go wish. You may wish to have it today but not tomorrow, or you may wish it now but you forget about it the next minute.But, I am sure there must be some precious wishes of yours that always in your heart and soul not your brain. Because brain will choose to find balance with reality but deep inside our hearts, I don’t know.

I myself have never want to list down my wish items as I think they will be just deleted one by one. The reason is simple that it will be too naive and greedy to have all my wishes to come true. Why should there be so many wishes then? In the first place, they should not be there if they are only going to be deleted anyway…

Well, I see wishes are there to be with us, to accompany us in this lonesome life sometimes. Wish is to be there for us to move forward and make another wish, again and again just like a chain. Care nothing but the feeling that drives you to go out and fulfill your wishes, we walk and try to find a way to reach this wish. Whatever we wish may not be real or going to be real. But this feeling of wishing which makes us feel good and keep on wishing, sometimes, in certain limit we may feel it’s useless to have wishes. That’s when the harsh facts of everyday we encounter, the incidents, the people, the moments which is going to influence us to shape and or may distort our wishes. At that moment, I assess the wish list, will delete some to be in line with the external environment. Some wishes are scraped and left me with these shorter list.

I am happy with this short list wishes of mine yet I don’t know how long they are going to last. Part of me says if this wishes to become real, I may need to put dense preservation not only from my side but other party affected or contributed as well. Without them, the wish is nothing anyway. This wish list I bet everyone will have it.

Many times when I wish of something is going to happen after every little bits I have put in, it just turned out to be something else. Something that will hold me back to wish again. So, is it really so important that wish MUST comes true? When sometimes it really comes true, that’s perfect! But, when it’s not… It’ll just makes wistful and frightened state of mentality. So what’s the point of wishing wishes to become true? Maybe it’s best to leave it as “wish” – without any level of expectation to become real – for you to keep inside and only you know. It may never gonna happen, but it’s a good way in the sense that you won’t feel lost and bleak inside. You know that the wish is real indeed, it is there, just that whether it makes you feel blessed or not.

MIehh, I have no idea how to explain it when not much things to say anymore.




Do your best and do it according to your own inner standard – call it conscience – not just according to society’s knowledge and judgment of your deeds.”

怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够

如果我爱上 你的笑容
要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我
会不会放手 其实才是拥有

当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你 而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在人海尽头
才发现 笑著哭最痛
那样的唱著 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够

(知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛)

我是不该爱着你, 也许

Meaning of Life~

There are so many meaning of someone's life. Those meanings though are hard to understand and detected, people still searching for the meanings. I know that my life will only meaningful, when I realized the meaning of my life. Until then, I am still a wanderer in this one and only life. I won't feel sad even I still blur and have no clue about what my life will be. "All things happen for reason(s)" will be in my dictionary forever. And because of reason(s) that I will still live on and smile. :)

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