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Could it be because they are too greedy that they forgot to look around for a while?

Could it be because they are too captivated by the nature of life that they forgot to look into themselves for just a moment?

What they really want out of this life?

In the end, they realized they are too late to change anything. Regret. Sad. what is the feeling, I wonder…

I bemoan myself, to be the observer of that painful or rather I should put it as the beauty of reality. Unexpected, in your face, inevitable. But, who knows I may face that reality one day though I never expect it to happen. Hah, but that’s reality we can’t escape anyway. It can take in any different forms like how it wants itself to be.

*reflecting on a mom who realized that her only son has chosen not to talk about his life, and has lied to the point that she couldn’t even derive any hypothesis as to why this could happen to her and her son.







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Woke up, reluctant to start the day after I realized I shouldn’t have expect much.

Forced myself to walk off the bed and started to type on my lappie.. editing.. editing… hmm..



Yup, finished! I called them, no answer…

I called the company, it was directed to the voice mail… *anxious* :\ sigh…


*phone rings*

“Hello, yes speaking.. ”


Tried to digest the other end message through the receiver…



Yayyyy~~~~ Finally!!!

“Okay, I will call you back. Thanks! ”


Hahhahaa,.. finally finally I get it! I can go back now :DDDDD yeahh just need to settle everything.

Thank God! Thanks guys for all your wishes! It comes true! omg omg! I can’t believe it! hahaa.. okay maybe I seems to exaggerate the situation. But, really I am so grateful for all your wishes and supports!


嬉しいですよ。。。 ^o^

count down~

If you take one time break and sort down your wish list, I bet it will be a long one. I have never tried it before, but I know I will have such a long list of wishes. However, most of them may just come-and-go wish. You may wish to have it today but not tomorrow, or you may wish it now but you forget about it the next minute.But, I am sure there must be some precious wishes of yours that always in your heart and soul not your brain. Because brain will choose to find balance with reality but deep inside our hearts, I don’t know.

I myself have never want to list down my wish items as I think they will be just deleted one by one. The reason is simple that it will be too naive and greedy to have all my wishes to come true. Why should there be so many wishes then? In the first place, they should not be there if they are only going to be deleted anyway…

Well, I see wishes are there to be with us, to accompany us in this lonesome life sometimes. Wish is to be there for us to move forward and make another wish, again and again just like a chain. Care nothing but the feeling that drives you to go out and fulfill your wishes, we walk and try to find a way to reach this wish. Whatever we wish may not be real or going to be real. But this feeling of wishing which makes us feel good and keep on wishing, sometimes, in certain limit we may feel it’s useless to have wishes. That’s when the harsh facts of everyday we encounter, the incidents, the people, the moments which is going to influence us to shape and or may distort our wishes. At that moment, I assess the wish list, will delete some to be in line with the external environment. Some wishes are scraped and left me with these shorter list.

I am happy with this short list wishes of mine yet I don’t know how long they are going to last. Part of me says if this wishes to become real, I may need to put dense preservation not only from my side but other party affected or contributed as well. Without them, the wish is nothing anyway. This wish list I bet everyone will have it.

Many times when I wish of something is going to happen after every little bits I have put in, it just turned out to be something else. Something that will hold me back to wish again. So, is it really so important that wish MUST comes true? When sometimes it really comes true, that’s perfect! But, when it’s not… It’ll just makes wistful and frightened state of mentality. So what’s the point of wishing wishes to become true? Maybe it’s best to leave it as “wish” – without any level of expectation to become real – for you to keep inside and only you know. It may never gonna happen, but it’s a good way in the sense that you won’t feel lost and bleak inside. You know that the wish is real indeed, it is there, just that whether it makes you feel blessed or not.

MIehh, I have no idea how to explain it when not much things to say anymore.



Meaning of Life~

There are so many meaning of someone's life. Those meanings though are hard to understand and detected, people still searching for the meanings. I know that my life will only meaningful, when I realized the meaning of my life. Until then, I am still a wanderer in this one and only life. I won't feel sad even I still blur and have no clue about what my life will be. "All things happen for reason(s)" will be in my dictionary forever. And because of reason(s) that I will still live on and smile. :)

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