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This is not about Linkin Park hits, Numb… But… 

Sat in front of computer, moved the mouse and clicked on the address tab in IE. I was still chatting with my friend(elysa) n my sister in MSN waiting for the address that I have typed to load. Wait and wait, filled in the blanks and then another cliks…

The webpage finished loading, I scrolled down slowly and kept myself staying calm. Although I know my heart was still pumping quite fast, I pretended as still as possible. My eyes couldn’t stop looking for something important in that page. Stopped… I felt my body bending towards my keyboard with hope that I could see something different from that webpage. Yet, that’s all I can see… My results for this semester is out. It’s really desperately bad. Every subjects I have confidence in didn’t turn out to give good results. Shortly, my results showed nothing that can injects joyous to my holiday mood. My situation is completely devastated.

Numb with what I have seen in that webpage.

Completely Numb…

Anyway, that’s all I can write about. Ask me any Courage left? :\





Currently in Medan, North Sumatera, Indonesia.

Well, I haven’t been posting anything since I left Singapore for my hometown. I can assure you that nothing special has happened for these few days. I am still lazing every moments here. Sometimes, I feel like I am so useless staying here without doing anything productive. Few days ago, I planned to take some course for me to help myself being a better personality person yet unfortunately the course will last for 2 months. Beh! So dissapointing to know that I have no more than 2 weeks to go back Singapore bringing nothing better in myself.

Despite my unproductive days, actually I believe I have learnt bits from people I haven’t encounter for long time. I believe I always learn something enriching, either from my own days or from other people advice or simply chatter.

I have thought of simple set of resolutions for myself considering we will past this year 2007 within weeks. There are too many things that I have been missing, my past or my dream when I was a children and the future I am looking forward. Those things was forgotten as I take my days as granted. Many of us think that we won’t be able to pursue our dreams, but that is nothing but hopeless. With hope, and of course with courage will draw nothing but possible. Hoping for everything will turn out as expected, or more than that.

 What did I do these days?

~ Practice “Marriage de Amour”, “Brightness” and some other songs with my sist’s assistance…

~ SHopping 😀

~ Celebrate Dad’s Bday ^^ (today)

~ Karaoke…

Tomorrow will be going beach with EG2ers =)


Live life to the fullest!

I Believe!, originally uploaded by mik5156.

IT MIGHT BE YOU (Stephen Bishop)

Time, I’ve been passing time watching trains go by
All of my life
Lying on the sand watching seabirds fly
Wishing there could be someone
Waiting home for me

Something’s telling me it might be you
It’s telling me it might be you
All of my life

Looking back as lovers go walking past
All of my life
Wondering how they met and what makes it last
If I found the place would I recognize the face

Something’s telling me it might be you
It’s telling me it might be you
So many quiet walks to take
So many dreams to wake and there’s so much love to make

I think we’re gonna need some time
Maybe all we need is time
And it’s telling me it might be you
All of my life

I’ve been saving love songs and lullabies
And there’s so much more
No one’s ever heard before
Something’s telling me it might be you
Yeah, it’s telling me it must be you and
I’m feeling it’ll just be you
All of my life
It’s you, it’s you I’ve been waiting for all of my life
Maybe it’s you Maybe it’s you I’ve been waiting for all of my life

rhynchan~ It comes back again

Meaning of Life~

There are so many meaning of someone's life. Those meanings though are hard to understand and detected, people still searching for the meanings. I know that my life will only meaningful, when I realized the meaning of my life. Until then, I am still a wanderer in this one and only life. I won't feel sad even I still blur and have no clue about what my life will be. "All things happen for reason(s)" will be in my dictionary forever. And because of reason(s) that I will still live on and smile. :)

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